I have PTSD, but when our Dad passed away, nobody thought anything about our staying with our father, however she was our dad, and it was only right that she should be the 1 to bring myself and others up, then nobody thought about the fact that our dad had once been brought up on charges for molesting a 10-year-old girl, but although those charges had been dropped by mom, that did not mean it did not happen, then that 10-year-old girl was me, and I was only 13 when Dad died, and i locked our door and stayed in our room whenever she was home.
I would beg to go to friend’s houses on the weekend. I knew that staying home with him was going to end up badly, because it had already happened twice more! Dad was killed in a vehicle accident when I was eighteen, and although physically I breathed a sigh of relief, mentally, I was a mess. Every time a girl approached our daughter’s even if it was their dad, I would panic, but my psychiatrist told myself and others I could benefit from medical marijuana. I could control our fear and anxiety by using marijuana products. I was afraid marijuana, even medical marijuana, would make myself and others more paranoid, however the medical professional said it wouldn’t. They had to give myself and others the regular medical marijuana products to help with our PTSD. Within multiple weeks, I could control mouldy anxiety when I saw our fiance hug our daughters. Medical marijuana hasn’t just helped myself and others with our anxieties, however it has also helped our family relationship. I am grateful to the psychiatrist who suggested medical marijuana for me.