It’s been a long time coming but I honestly feel like seeing tomorrow for maybe the first time in my life.
That’s not a feeling I’ve had very much in my life if at all.
But with the help of a holistic therapist and medical marijuana, I’m seeing that life is definitely worth living. Again, that’s not often been the case. Pretty much, I feel like mostly I was living to see if things would ever get any better only to find that it was the same cycle of anxiety and depression. I do have to say that antidepressants did indeed help keep me alive during certain periods of my life. It’s just that I wasn’t all that interested in just being alive with no joy or zest for life. So after years and years of the prescribed meds, I looked in to an alternative therapy. The holistic approach that changed it all for me was all about changing up my life. My diet became clean and healthy. There was committed time for exercise as well as meditation and quiet. The therapist also helped me with how to get a medical marijuana card. Once I started treating with medical marijuana is was incredible. The very first time I used cannabis products was in therapy and it was an amazing experience. I connected with what I wanted to talk about so much more. Plus, I felt so safe and hopeful. And that is so not the way I normally felt. After six months of medical marijuana, I’m doing better with my anxiety and depression than I’ve ever done before in my life.