I am doing my best to get out of bed and go to labor and right now that is all I can do
Before last week, I only used recreational marijuana every once in a while, then there were times when I hung out with my friends and all of us smoke a bowl or had a bone, but it wasn’t something I was doing every day until my lady and I broke up. I was devastated when I found out that she was seeing someone else, and she did not even try to lie or hide it when I found out and confronted her. She acted relieved and proceeded to tell myself and others every detail that I never wanted to know. After my lady packed up all of her bags and moved out of our apartment, I was kneeling there alone and by myself. I called a acquaintance and she came over with some pizza and pot from the dispensary. I smoked a lot of pot that night and I easily felt better. I wasn’t miserable or frustrated, however when I woke up in the morning, I was furious again. I went to the cannabis dispensary and purchased more recreational marijuana. I have been using cannabis everyday to deal with the pain that I feel. It might not be the best answer to my mental troubles, but I sure suppose a lot better when I am high as a kite. I am doing my best to get out of bed and go to labor and right now that is all I can do. I think but things need to change, but I am not ready to stop feeling sorry for myself just yet. I’m still wallowing in my anger, pity, and grief. I cannot believe she cheated after three years of dating.