I honestly couldn’t remember the last time I took in a sunrise.
Well for that matter, it was the same with sunsets as well.
That should have been a big red flag right there. My life had become so busy with stuff that was really so peripheral, that I wasn’t even catching the sunrise. I used to love to get up catch a buzz from sativa and kick back to watch the world wake up. I didn’t do it every day but most days off. What happened to that me? This was a question that had some alarming answers. Suddenly I had replaced sativa and a sunrise for more quarterly earnings and being in the right guest list. And I just wasn’t happy. It took me a few days to get the courage but I took a detour to a cannabis dispensary on my way home from work one evening. I’m not sure what I was expecting and I wasn’t even sure that I’d buy and cannabis products. But I knew that I had to go to that marijuana business just on general principle and experience. It felt right so I decided to maybe pay attention to that fact. What I found was a great place where people are helpful and happy. They were so great about setting me up with a sampling of sativa products as well as indica products. And I went to bed really early that night. I set the alarm for the wee hours. I got up and prepared some great coffee along with a bowl of sativa. And then, I just let the sunrise take over.