Before last week, I only used recreational marijuana every once in a while… There were times when I hung out with our friends plus we smoke a bowl or had a bone. It wasn’t something I was doing every afternoon until our bestie plus I broke up. I was devastated when I found out that she was seeing someone else, however she didn’t even try to lie or hide it when I found out plus confronted her. She acted relieved plus proceeded to tell me every detail that I never wanted to know! After our bestie packed up all of her bags plus moved out of our apartment, I was resting there alone plus by myself. I called a acquaintance plus he came over with some pizza plus pot from the dispensary. I smoked a lot of pot that night plus I truly felt better. I wasn’t miserable or aggravated. When I woke up in the afternoon, I was furious again. I went to the cannabis dispensary plus purchased more recreational marijuana. I have been using cannabis everyday to deal with the pain that I feel. It might not be the best answer to our mental complications, however I sure assume a lot better when I am high as a kite. I am doing our best to get out of bed plus go to work plus right now that is all I can do. I assume but things need to change, but I am not ready to stop feeling sorry for myself just yet. I’m still wallowing in our anger, pity, plus grief. I cannot assume she cheated after multiple years of dating.